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©2002 egf
} I'm so sad {
I'm so sad
but I've been sad too much
everyone is fed up with it
am I depressed?
I don't know
I can be happy all day long
but the sadness always returns
when all the hustle of the day
is gone and
I am left alone to think
to think how alone I am
I sit here and sigh
then I sigh again
I don't want to be alone anymore
I need a friend I can share good times with
I've got so many feelings trapped inside
but I can't tell anyone
I'm not the only one with worries
and they need me to be strong for them
how can I be strong when I am ready to crumble?
I want to break down and cry
but they might hear me
and I can't add my burdens to theirs
I'm too afraid that they
will be too preoccupied with their own worries
to care about mine
why must I be sad
why do I have no friends
I've got friends, really good ones
but I have no best friend
no close friend who I can hug
I could use a good hug